I like the s; the y gets lonely on the end, all by itself

For the present, I am so tired of thinking about the future. Probly cuz when your covered in tar and under an elephant the future doesnt quite feel so attainable or even worthwhile. I don't remember what it was like to have any energy and I just feel like a bum. If I could get paid to sleep . . . well let's just say I'd leave you all in the dust! Argh, you could build a mountain out of my complaints; ok not really. You could build 400 thousand mountains out of my complaints. O and you could probly power a small city with my whining. I hate being a complainer! But I guess thats just (just! YES!) the way the cookie crumbles in my tar-coated world. Let me not forget to mention the wealth of entertainment that floods my days! Katie, don't forget to mention the wealth . . . Jk, i only talk to myself - typing uses so much extra energy. Today's activities included (and are limited to): 1)the ellen and the divisaurus breaking and entering my room somewhere after nooon to wake me up; 2)watching interactions of the kitchen-dwellers from the safe, upper level; 3) venturing into the kitchen (had to stop and take a breath - or many- after using the stairs) for breakfast at noontime; 4) watching the pond fish devour pellets!; some number) shower; um 9?) nap in lawn chair; 45) nap on living room floor; 4) strange neighbor breaks and enters while the mothership is disappeared; ) i eat more food; ) i eat sunflower seeds and spit shells at my brothers; )i eat more food; )i watcha movie with my family; )i blog. Fun, huh?! And yesterday's activites consisted of . . . well, there is no yesterday because, as a general rule, i forget today by tomorrow. But at least I can remember . . . we shall deal with that one later. And so all i see in my future - the one I'm tired of trying to try not to think about - is a cardboard box . . . full of money cuz I'm the best sleeper who ever slept! I wish i didnt have to wake up from that dream, but somehow i always, um, dream something else.

Look up there ^, a real paragraph with punctuation and everything!

Now for some news about my not daily life: Mt. Carmel's meeting is this weekend! For the past few years I have been gratefully overwhelmed by the awesomeness of our little but hugely impacting annual meetings. It seems that every year my spirit is lifted, and I am blessed witha renewed and repentive heart, and a greater love for the Lord and for His church (my church!). I hope and pray that this year will be no different and that the Lord will continue to draw me and all His children closer to Him. O how I long to be sitting next to my Father in a tar- and elephant -free heaven! I'm so tired of trudging!